You know what? Sometimes, I really, really, really want to give up on you. I'm tired of waiting and tolerating you. The voice in my left ear says "Leave him now, he's just wasting your time" the other voice in my right ear says "No, don't leave him; he's just having a bad day. Give him another chance, hold on. Don't give up yet." Can't you see? You're hurting me a lot. But I don't complain, I never thought of complaining. Why, you ask? 'Cause I don't want you to avoid me. I don't want to push you away.
You still are the reason why I smile. :D
Don't worry...I'm still holding on..
goodnight.
-Marge
kaya pa to. :]
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Today's just...fine. :)
Today. March 28,2009
It's a blast. Super! hahahaha. LOL
First of all, being with Michelle, my best friend, is the best that could happen. Then, with her cousin, Mark (but she calls him "Buboy", I got used to it, so I call him that, too. haha!) I laughed a lot, he's very funny, loko loko nga sobra. First, he said "HOY!!!" in a crowd, and a lot of people looked at him with a weird expression. LMAO. tapos, yung nasa jeep na kami, pauwi, he sang "KUNG!!!naririnig mo, ang naririnig ko, parang narinig ko narin, ang naririnig mo" there. =)) ang dami tumingin! =)) laugh trip talaga. ayon. Hanggang ngayon, habang nita-type ko ito, tumatawa ako. Pinagtri-tripan ko mga tao dito, mga kachat ko. ewan ko ba, ang lakas ng tama ko. HAHA!
pasensya. bangag lang. bwahaha!
goodnightie,xD
It's a blast. Super! hahahaha. LOL
First of all, being with Michelle, my best friend, is the best that could happen. Then, with her cousin, Mark (but she calls him "Buboy", I got used to it, so I call him that, too. haha!) I laughed a lot, he's very funny, loko loko nga sobra. First, he said "HOY!!!" in a crowd, and a lot of people looked at him with a weird expression. LMAO. tapos, yung nasa jeep na kami, pauwi, he sang "KUNG!!!naririnig mo, ang naririnig ko, parang narinig ko narin, ang naririnig mo" there. =)) ang dami tumingin! =)) laugh trip talaga. ayon. Hanggang ngayon, habang nita-type ko ito, tumatawa ako. Pinagtri-tripan ko mga tao dito, mga kachat ko. ewan ko ba, ang lakas ng tama ko. HAHA!
pasensya. bangag lang. bwahaha!
goodnightie,xD
Friday, March 27, 2009
THE day
Today is the day. Today is the day I see them leave... It's really saddening. But yeah, no tears. But I'll miss their presence. I'll surely miss Kuya Jarvin, Kuya Kim Ang, Achi Yen, Achi Jez and Kuya Kevin. They've been a big part of me. :) Ohh well. It's another year of studying on June. Can't wait. xD
Thursday, March 26, 2009
bad day, good night.
Oh well. It was since yesterday, my friend and I were fighting. I don't exactly know why, he didn't told me. He just hung up on me while we were talking on our phones, and in the morning, the whole day, we weren't talking... I felt guilty about not smiling so much, because my best friend Michelle, just got home from another country. It's like, I'm gloomy and happy at the same time. (I told you I'm weird.)
Then, today, I was so sad, I overslept and woke up at 12 nn. Then, as usual, I did my after-I-wake-up routine, the go-to-the-bathroom routine; pee, wash my face, wet my hair and brush my teeth. Then, grab some lunch, and sit in front of the computer. I was waiting for a "Good Morning" message, but guess what? I didn't see his name in my inbox. I switched my phone off, I was so disappointed. I surfed the net teary-eyed. My mom made me go to the bank and send my brother his allowance. Stupid bank. I'm not used to their system. I'm used to the other bank. My 31 peso-load became 7.80. Eff. After, I went to the mall to buy stuff. Weird. I got tired. I usually don't get tired.
Let's skip the other stuff. Then this night, I was talking to Kuya Jayvee, Mina and him. I thank Kuya Jayvee for making me laugh like a hayeena.(I don't know how to spell it, okay?) and Mina. This night is soooo... happy? One of the reasons is the "Marge Controversy"... :)) the second reason is "Itlog na hinawakan ni Gary" =)) my gas. Sumakit tyan ko dito. :)) and the last one is peace between us... ^^ right now, we're talking non-sense...AGAIN. Our favorite topic. HAHA! actually, we don't have any topic. We just talk. And talk... And talk. :)
and the best part is, it feels so great to smile again. The not-fake-smile. Ü
-Marge
see you in dreamland. :]
Then, today, I was so sad, I overslept and woke up at 12 nn. Then, as usual, I did my after-I-wake-up routine, the go-to-the-bathroom routine; pee, wash my face, wet my hair and brush my teeth. Then, grab some lunch, and sit in front of the computer. I was waiting for a "Good Morning" message, but guess what? I didn't see his name in my inbox. I switched my phone off, I was so disappointed. I surfed the net teary-eyed. My mom made me go to the bank and send my brother his allowance. Stupid bank. I'm not used to their system. I'm used to the other bank. My 31 peso-load became 7.80. Eff. After, I went to the mall to buy stuff. Weird. I got tired. I usually don't get tired.
Let's skip the other stuff. Then this night, I was talking to Kuya Jayvee, Mina and him. I thank Kuya Jayvee for making me laugh like a hayeena.(I don't know how to spell it, okay?) and Mina. This night is soooo... happy? One of the reasons is the "Marge Controversy"... :)) the second reason is "Itlog na hinawakan ni Gary" =)) my gas. Sumakit tyan ko dito. :)) and the last one is peace between us... ^^ right now, we're talking non-sense...AGAIN. Our favorite topic. HAHA! actually, we don't have any topic. We just talk. And talk... And talk. :)
and the best part is, it feels so great to smile again. The not-fake-smile. Ü
-Marge
see you in dreamland. :]
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