hi! ^^

hi!
ma popospone daw ang pasukan?

woo. ano kaya section ko? ano kaya section mo? ano kaya section niya? ano kaya section nila? ano kaya section natin?

nga pala. mukha akong lalaki ngayon.hahaha well. mainit eh. xD pahamak talaga. :))

parang ayaw ko pa pumasok na parang gusto ko na. Miss ko na kayo eh. haha

Ano kayaaa ang mangyayari? ano na kaya itsura niyo? maitim kaya kayo ngayon? Payat o mataba? (oo na, mataba pa din ako. wag ka magalala.) ano na kaya itsura ng jogging pants sa june?

ANO NA KAYA BAGO?! haha. hindi na ko updated.:D


sino adik sa Boys Over Flowers? Summary nga oh. di ako makarelate sa inyo. haha!

June na! yeeesss. ang simula ng panglalait ulit, ng pagtulog sa klase, ng pagtawa, ng mga assignments at projects aaaattt...




ng pagkain ng marami.


=))



ayyy. juniors na tayo itunes. :D sa 3rd floor na. nako. Pano pag 10 seconds na lang magbebell na, o di ang layo na masyado. Hindi yung sa 2nd floor lang. haha.

Actually, nakakatamad umakyat ng hagdanan eh. Dapat meron tayong elevator, kung hindi elevator, o di yung canteen dun na din. Para hindi nakakapagod. hahaha

Pero hindi talaga eh. HAHA.


Bakit ganun? Tag-ulan na daw. Pero wala namang ulan. Tss. -__-"


Ayon. Ang init dito sa kwarto. Tumutulo nanaman pawis ko. haha. Sauna room.


ayun ulit. Wala lang. wala na ko masabi. Sige, take care. haha!




Nga pala. eto ang matinding tanong:



















































Cattleya or Stargazer?:D

wheeeew.

Whaaataaa day.


It's so boring. And so hot...

Pag nandito ako sa taas, at nagkulong, tutulo ang pawis. Para bang nasa sauna room.


Kawawa yung cellphone ko na 1-year old. Pundi na ata yung backlight. Siguro second time ko lang magkaroon ng isang phone na sobrang tagal. Matibay na 'to. Battered 'to eh. Lagi nahuhulog. At nababasa. Over used pa. O di ba? :)) astig ang 1208! bwahaha.

Eto. Masaraaap ang bucket of fries. YUM! Ayy. Alam niyo ba, masarap laklakin ang gravy?haha

"'Tay, ang tagalog ba po ng long time champion ay panaloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo?" :)) la lang. corny, pero natatawa ako. haha


Ayun. Wala lang. Pang tanggal ng problema. Malapit na pasukan! June 8 daw sa P.U.I. :D


See you at school. :)



-Maaards

Feelin' so blue. I just woke up.

I tried not to cry myself to sleep every night of everyday
But I can't, try as I may
I keep lying to myself saying that I'm okay
But I never found the right words to say

When I close my eyes,
You're all I see
Beneath those lies,
My feelings can't just let you be

Each passing day,
My heart gets worse
Each passing day,
It feels like a curse.

I can't believe that you're bidding goodbye
I can't believe that I couldn't even ask you why
I just stood there, watching you as you walk away
From that day, I regret never making you stay

My heart breaks into pieces each second that passes by
Then my tears betray me; they escape from my eyes
I can't wear this smile a little more longer
I guess I'll always be the dreamer

It's just excruciating to see you go
To see you leave, to never let you know
But you always had me at hello
How I loved you, I never showed

I'll smile for you despite this heart ache
I never want it this way
But it makes you happy
It makes you feel free.

I'm sorry I wasted your time
I'm sorry you have to know me
I'm sorry that I still wait
But this is really our fate




-Margetot.
"Love you forever.."

May 4, 2009. Monday.

Right now. I just...want to cry. Everything shattered. Everything disappeared. My hopes. My dreams. My love. I feel dead, inside and outside. My eyes are swollen, and they hurt. But most of all... My heart hurts. It hurts like hell; the pain is excruciating. Maybe we really are not meant to be...


Sh!t. I wish this is only a dream. Only a nightmare... I wish...


The way he said goodbye... hurts. ouch. :(


His pride. I wish it is gone. Deleted. I wish it never existed.


I remember when I used to sing Sandali Na Lang by Hale. I was full of hope... But then the hope disappeared.


Sandali Na Lang
Hale

Sandali na lang
Konting panahon
Aking paghihintay
Na makasama ka

Sandali na lang
At abot tanaw
Ang pagkakataon
Na makita ka

Naiinip, nasasabik, kasing bilis
Nang isang iglap mahahanap
Sa may ulap
Nagtatanong, nagtataka
Ba't wala ka pa?
Nakatingala, nakatulala
Pero sabi mo

Sandali na lang
At nandito na
At ang panahon
Ay wala sa ating kamay

Huwag mag-alala
Maraming oras pa
Ang nakalaan
Para sa ating dalawa

Sandali na lang...

Well.. I think singing this is better for me now...

Skip The Drama
Hale

I can never be with you forever
I don't want to pick you up when you fall
I don't want to hold your hand
To make you feel good about me
You've been okay all of this time

Let's all skip the drama
Believe on what is real

I don't want to be the one who completes you
I know that I'll never make you whole
I'll never let you see me down
Hopeless and needing you around
We have all the time in the world

Let's all skip the drama
Believe on what is real

I'd give you everything that you want
But I won't let you
Cause I'm with you
And you're with me

Or maybe this song..

Back From Beginning
Hale

We used to be alive
We used to be happy
These irrelevant thoughts
Keep running into my head

We used to be in peace
Now we're both weary
So tell me the truth
Are we falling out

Oh are we running for our lives
The truth is I want you now
Like I wanted you last time
Are we headed to the end of this line
Gone to the other side

This place is so serene
Swallowed by sadness
This picture is not
What I have been looking for

We've never been apart
And now you're drifting
Further away
Further away from me

Can you feel
Can you feel it
It's all coming back
It's all coming back to you

I used to think we're done
Back from beginning

Ouch.

I'll remember this day.

It crushed me.

May 4, 2009. Monday.
9:07:15 pm.

I hope you're happy now... I hope you'll find her. But I still wish... I'm her.

I want to complete you... You still hold the key to my heart.



Well. Goodnight...

I hate to say goodbye, too.

But it really is goodbye this time.


:'(

-Margetot.

I love you.

Sorry sorry. I really have to! It's a must. xD

Well. I'm home! How are things? How are you? How's your day? WHAT HAPPENED?!?!

I haven't posted in while, and there's a lot of things in my mind.

Well. Actually, it's just one person. But.. Yeah. A lot has happened.



I won't tell you the rest, though. It'll bore you to death.

I just want to... I don't know. I want to forget it, really. I want to tell it to someone. It's killing me.




All this time, I was hurting him.
He was hurt... Because of my past.

Well, he's not mad at me. It's like, he is sad for what they did to me.
It may seem flattering, well, I think so, too, but they hurt him. And those are part of me.
It hurts to know that I'm hurting him. I hate knowing I'm that monster. :(

The worst part is, he blames himself for those mistakes. He says that he should've warned me 'cause he knew. I don't know what to tell him, he wouldn't let me blame myself for my mistakes... I wish I could erase those junk. I wish they'd never happened.

Well. I just want to blame myself... I blame myself for making him miserable. It's heart-breaking to see him blame himself, drink, cry and being such a drama king... I still doubt he's avoiding other girls, but I have this feeling that he's quite serious--I hope&&wish.

WELL. I think that's all I want to tell. The crucial part. The really, really, really weird part. I wish he is the person I know before. I wouldn't want him to change who he really is. Well, except for the jerky-girl-collecting part of him. I hope he'll uninstall that program. Unless it's a default program. (OH NO... Why didn't I think of that before? T.T)


THAT'S ALL. I feel... better. :) WOOT. I apologize for this moment... Again.


Goodnight folks.