Feelin' so blue. I just woke up.

I tried not to cry myself to sleep every night of everyday
But I can't, try as I may
I keep lying to myself saying that I'm okay
But I never found the right words to say

When I close my eyes,
You're all I see
Beneath those lies,
My feelings can't just let you be

Each passing day,
My heart gets worse
Each passing day,
It feels like a curse.

I can't believe that you're bidding goodbye
I can't believe that I couldn't even ask you why
I just stood there, watching you as you walk away
From that day, I regret never making you stay

My heart breaks into pieces each second that passes by
Then my tears betray me; they escape from my eyes
I can't wear this smile a little more longer
I guess I'll always be the dreamer

It's just excruciating to see you go
To see you leave, to never let you know
But you always had me at hello
How I loved you, I never showed

I'll smile for you despite this heart ache
I never want it this way
But it makes you happy
It makes you feel free.

I'm sorry I wasted your time
I'm sorry you have to know me
I'm sorry that I still wait
But this is really our fate




-Margetot.
"Love you forever.."